Twitter killed my blog.

Oh and Tumblr too.

Mm and probably 9gag.

The one thing i'm probably not good at in this world is - RELATIONSHIP.

I get bored too easily. Which is bad. And i get annoyed easily too. Which is another bad thing. A real bad thing. Well people can't stand me either, which is even worse. Meh. I guess i have to jack up my tolerance level, and be nicer to other people. And be less honest i guess. Honesty is the best policy but not everyone can handle the truth. It will hurt people, and they will distant themselves from you, which is not what we're aiming at right here.

I've always wanted to be a psychologist, to be able to understand people is an ability that i think everyone wants. Maybe if i can understand people better, then i can have better relationships with people out there. 

So i have a few areas of improvements which are:

1. To be more soft spoken. I am known for being too rough. And too blunt. 
2. To contact people more often. Which is hard to do cos i'm a loner and i prefer me time compared to anything else in the world.
3. To achieve more in life.
4. To go to more events/parties/outings.

Oh and i also have to lose weight! What happened to the Dana i knew before she had a job? I WANT THAT DANA BACK! MOTIVATED, HIGH SELF ESTEEM DANA!

Oh well. We'll see how it all turns out.

i wanted to be a cashier, cos its cool to key in numbers on the barcode and deal with money.

i wanted to be a newscaster, just cos they look cool and pretty on tv.

i loved my pajamas, never took them off.

i hated those lacy dresses.

i had short hair, and boys would ask me to join them play football.

i was a lot thinner.

i never had a Barbie, just a Pocahontas doll and Barbie's brunette friend.

i used to take those dolls to shower with me and it would totally ruin their hair.

i loved Maggi Ayam + tomato ketchup.

nasi + telur + kicap is already heaven to me.

i was good at playing pretend games.

Ahhh, wish i was a kid again. :)

I have always wanted to be a psychologist.

And sometimes i need one.

Most of the time i do.

But i am getting better now, no thanks to you.

I hope that my head won't play tricks with me anymore.

Same goes to you.

So let's start this brand new life.

With Amin and lots of prayers.

Hoping for the best, everytime. 

:)

I haven't been writing.

Cos i have been so emotionally unstable.

But because of that, i think i am stronger now.

So i'm hoping Project Get Rid Of Ugly Dana will commence again soon.

:)

i guess _ was never my best friend. i trust people so easily. building back a wall right about now.